Sep.02.2008
by Farounbi
The Difference Between Intellectually “Learning” and Experientially “Earning” the Truth
The inspiration for this post came today after browsing through some videos of my favorite modern spiritual philosphers. I stumbled upon a video clip of Dr. David R. Hawkins, Ph.D, author of the fascinating book, Power vs. Force - a favorite of mine in which Dr. Hawkins examines kinesiology and consciousness.
In the short video, he comments on the unfortunate trend we have seen in practitioners in all spiritual disciplines… the “intellectual” learning of truths as opposed to the empirical learning of truth… being passed down as empirical knowledge. Dr. Hawkins explains:
“The difficulty with reading and becoming intellectually familiar with spiritual realities long before you’re ready for them, is that they become a ‘program’… so it’s an indoctrination of a program… ‘Oh I have to pursue my higher self’ - What do you mean by your higher self? You don’t even know what you’re talking about, your ‘higher self’. They throw these terms around.
If we were to establish a real institution for spiritual learning, I would not present any of the data prematurely; in other words, let the person come to the awareness that is the next step to them, help them remove the step, because if you read it in advance, it now becomes a program - so they become indoctrinated. And the paradox is, that what they’re indoctrinated with IS the truth, but they’re holding it as a belief system, rather than an experiential, subjective reality.”
This is what so many practitioners - of all kinds of belief systems - are selling to the public, programmatic indoctrination. Why? Because reading a book and memorizing doctrine is the fastest and easiest way to making a dollar off of that information, as opposed to taking in the appropriate learnings first and then doing the individual work and growth necessary to realize our own experience, and make our own connections. Absorbing truths that others have gleaned through their own spiritual efforts, their individual blood, sweat, and tears of living a self-aware life - the learner of these truths is not actually *arriving* at the truths himself, and is missing out on the most crucial aspect of growth - which is making the necessary energetic, emotional, and spiritual connections within their being that are the end result of finding these truths empirically. This is not to say that there aren’t important learnings that must be received and digested - and that intellectual work isn’t needed in spiritual growth - for sure, they are. And in Ifa, there are many direct teachings that we must learn, and memorize, in order to be proficient priests and diviners. It is unfortunately, though, the hallmark of the modern babalawo, or orisa initiate who has paid for an initiation, read a book on Ifa and memorized the odu, and started divining - to immediately claim to be a skilled diviner and asking others to entrust him with their growth, their lives, their happiness. Without one’s empirical knowledge of the odu and associated energies (after doing the necessary intellectual study and work to learn the mechanics), one is operating from others’ truths, gleaned from others’ direct energetic connections - while his own divination is dependent upon his own energetic connections, which have not yet been established. Many people do not understand this aspect of advanced divination, and fall prey to the money-motivated diviner who impresses with his odu verse recitations. Dr. Hawkins’ explanation of experiential truth has many implications.
In terms of experiential truths, I have had my own ah-ha moments - realizations of truth because I have arrived at it, as opposed to having read it somewhere and intellectually grasped the concept (though again, for any spiritual path, there is always foundational work to be done in the intellectual and study realm). Sometimes, which is actually really amusing and rewarding, I realize that I have actually read someone’s description of such a truth before, but that it hadn’t held cellular meaning for me at the time. That happened for me this once year (please note that I mention once this year… deep truths do not come along every week, unlike what modern spiritual pop culture would like us to believe). I was talking with a friend of mine, catching up after not having seen each other in many months - during which I had a handful of major life transitions beginning (and naturally, I had many unanswered questions). I said to her “You know, I’ve finally realized that life is really just about learning to live while not having the answers. We actually just *live* the answers.”
I didn’t realize I had figured that one out until the words came out of my mouth.
I meant that while we try and try to find the answers to questions that are rightfully so important (such as who we want to be in relationship with, where we want to live, what we want to do for work, whether to change jobs, etc.) - we continue living. We get up, do our work, relate to our family and partners, pay the bills… while the big questions remain unanswered. Life is figuring out how to live amidst this… which then always, eventually, leads to the questions being answered.
And this is what I mean by “we live the answers”. Since I’ve realized this on an experiential, cellular level, I no longer feel anxiety around not having all of the answers to the questions *I* think need to be answered, because the universe, and our destiny, often have a plan that unfolds on a different schedule than what we would prefer… or feel most comfortable with. Living with this discomfort, finding our own inner strength amidst it, finding meaning in other aspects of living… are all such amazing journeys - and when this is actually *lived*, not read in a book, it is so much more juicy, alive, and potent. I have learned - through my subjective experience - that life isn’t about finding the answers, but about living into them… it has been one of the most amazing realizations of my life.
Back to my conversation with my friend. After I told her all of this, she said “Yeah, that’s like the Rilke quote - you know, the one about loving the questions?”
The quote:
“Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.”
- Rainer Maria Rilke
I thought for a bit, and realized that she was referring to a quote I knew that I had read sometime in my life - but hadn’t directly connected to in an experiential way. In fact, I had only read it, thinking “wow, that’s really enlightened, what a great way to live.” But that’s not what gave me my Truth - with a capital T.
It was living it myself, finding the Truth myself, on my own, making my own connections, and then re-telling it in my own words. Clearly, they weren’t as poetic as Rilke’s. But realizing that I could now truly understand, for the first time, what Rilke was talking about - and, what he must have lived through to have earned that empirical wisdom - because I had reached the same conclusion on my own. This has been poetry in and of itself.
Knowing these “Truths” come so rarely and take so much life work and challenge (not to mention that you really ever know when they’re coming) .. I am aware of just how much of a student I am - and always will be.
Feel free to view the video of Dr. Hawkins on YouTube.
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And so there are many pieces of the Ifa “jigsaw puzzle” - all of which fit together to form a larger picture, in your life. I will explain for a bit here what many of these pieces consist of, and how to begin understanding them. Let’s assume that you don’t want to invest any money in divination or having your life path/Guardian Orisa read for you just yet, but you simply want to learn more. One of the best places to begin is within.. by asking yourself what energies you resonate with. More specifically, many of us feel drawn to one particular energetic aspect of nature - perhaps the ocean, the rivers, the high mountains, the quiet, serene woods - and each Orisa energy resonates to its own particular aspect of nature as well. One great way to get in touch with Orisa energy, to actually feel it, is to connect with it in a direct, literal sense in its particular physical manifestation. 
















